Susan at FoodFoodBodyBody is giving away an awesome fitness package thanks to DirectLife and I really want to win! It’s a DirectLife Activity Monitor PLUS coaching and I seriously want it.
But I’m struggling. Other people have entered and their entries are great. They seem to deserve it more than I do. And this has been my problem for a while – I don’t feel like I deserve to win, you know?
But I do. I’ve never tried other activity monitors mainly because of the money involved. I’ve gazed lovingly at the BodyBuggs and whatnot and hovered over the “Buy Now” buttons but never clicked. It’s a lot of money and I’m a saver. The Boy is the spender in the family. But since I’m not working at the moment, I’m struggling with spending money on myself. Like I don’t deserve it (see, the pattern!)
When you’re not working and sitting at home all day every day, you tend to sit on the couch a lot. I need a push to get off the bloody couch and be active. Because if I don’t, I tend to sink into depression and we all know that sucks. Activity beats depression, activity beats butt growing and activity makes me happy. So I would use the DirectLife Activity Monitor to get off my butt, get active and get happy. And I’ll work on the whole deserving thing at the same time. I swear.
There’s a lot more I could write about being the unfit one all my life, changing that and then falling back into old patterns and it scares me. But we’ve all been through that.